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一个变性手术医生的心灵告白

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一个变性手术医生的心灵告白一个变性手术医生的心灵告白 The confession of a transsexual surgeon Biography: graduated from Union Medical College and received a doctorate degree in plastic surgery. Specializes in the overall design of facial features, cosmetic surgery and cosmetic breast surgery for women. ...
一个变性手术医生的心灵告白
一个变性手术医生的心灵告白 The confession of a transsexual surgeon Biography: graduated from Union Medical College and received a doctorate degree in plastic surgery. Specializes in the overall design of facial features, cosmetic surgery and cosmetic breast surgery for women. Years of work in the field of plastic surgery has helped thousands of people who seek beauty achieve their beautiful dreams and have been widely recognized by the United States and society. He was known as "China Hongkong Phoenix beauty first knife", received more than 100 domestic and overseas media; many guest Sina, TOM and 39, the Sohu website, on the understanding of the United States; his book "beautiful wusuowei?" in a book, in the aesthetic and the golden section law of basic research the China on the first proposed the "three court five, four year low, the shape of the aesthetic standard" has become Chinese now "unified standard beauty". People all know that the doctor is to save people from suffering, but little is known about the practices of some kinds of doctors bring physical and mental damage is very large, I am after sex reassignment surgery for patients to clear to this point. Since then, as a middle-aged man, my life has completely deviated from the normal track, how can not return to the past. Where's the problem? I began a transsexual operation in 1989, in order to get a doctorate. I remember the first patient, the boy at Shenzhen University. When he was still in the womb, Dad move when accidentally fell down from the 11 floor dead, mother gave birth to him after he remarried, his grandmother, grandmother love girl, his granddaughter when raised, the results changed. I made him a woman's man. My love is a special challenge, after the successful operation, I feel a great sense of achievement in their own fields in front so successful, I continue to study hard, like a very good review of homework waiting as the exam, every day waiting for those with sadness requirements degeneration the arrival of people, I do it one by one with the surgery, male female, female to male, do. Some people said that in 90s, 90% of the domestic transsexual surgeries were done by me, and the transgender people called me "Daddy", and I was very happy to have so many children". At that time, every hospital colleagues together to sing Cara OK, they will give me some two songs, "yijianmei" and "keep the root". After seven years, I was dimly aware that something was wrong with my marriage. My wife always complained about the sex differences in my family, and my enthusiasm for her was not as good as before. I don't know where the problem is, until the trip to Xiamen. In 1997, I went to Xiamen for consultation. The first transsexual person in Fujian is what I did. There is a temple in Tongan County called "Tian Tian Temple". One of the eminent monks is especially famous, and everyone is looking for his fortune telling. I am interested in, so I took the five girls -- are men, particularly beautiful, seven meters a few, wearing a miniskirt, I was fine. I often take a fortune teller kaishuan, some people see the beauty of it, Said to be wearing gold belt silver what life what, but I put them in a sentence "shoot", I said this man, six months ago, still a boy, I just made a girl, you talk nonsense. This time, the old monk saw us, to get stuck, scratching, hold more than half an hour, can not see. Such a beautiful girl has a good figure, speech, feel good, look at the palm, and then look at the face, and then ask the birthday and ask them correctly or not, they say no correctly, then the old monk check book, hold for a long time, finally to such a sentence: life is male. Life for women. Sure enough. I'll take it. I told him my problem again. A "Amitabha", he explained that there is reincarnation, these transgender people desperate, they effeminate man or manly woman, before life must be made a great sin, this life is the way to make them pay. You saved a transsexual, his karma just down in your body, you will suffer retribution, retribution is to die without descendants. My heart thumped. No wonder I married ten years, have no children, but I love you because of my discontent has gone to the United States, do I really want to die without descendants? How to do? He said, the doctor was blessed, go back after you do, you are not the best, some grass-roots hospitals of our country don't the chaos, fail to do a lot of surgery, you go back only to those who destroyed the transgender people do, so you can offset. Or is there a psychological shadow? Just when Hongkong returned, I returned from Xiamen to Beijing. Until 2000, they were no longer dedicated to patients all over the country. However, every day there are some patients come to meet call me dad, kneel. Transsexualism is a very stubborn mental disease, but through psychological counseling and can not cure, as a doctor I cannot stand, psychological balance. After 2000, there were more and more patients, and the dean of our hospital talked to me. Just when Venus and one of her friends, and begged me to give him sex reassignment surgery. Some of Venus's surgery was done by me, and we were very familiar with it. When I said no, she came to see me every day. Really can not hide the past, I said, first go to burn incense, find an old monk to explore and discuss. We will go to Badachu that day, such a morning, finally met a monk, I said: I am a doctor, I took the knife cut off their breast, cut their penis, this should do, is not evil deep? The man than the Xiamen old monk bad times. He said: the doctor is the same as the parents, the Buddha, the Buddha of salvation, you do what you do, as long as you make people peaceful, happy, the Buddha is allowed, will not drop your sin. Said such a call, my heart finally, I am particularly pleased that burned incense to go home, and began to do surgery. But there are still some psychological barriers, every time when the last cut knife, I play a little slippery, let my students to do assistant, or heart thump, there is always a psychological shadow. Normally, I'm a man, a man, and a doctor, But these transsexual surgeries and cosmetic surgeries have reversed this order. I associate with patients, first of all doctors, then people, and then men. Every day we put into a man and woman, a woman into a man, after a considerable period of time, I was not interested in a woman. I think not only do we have sex changes, but a lot of people in plastic surgery see beauty, too, like a male doctor in obstetrics and gynecology. Sex reassignment surgery is more hurtful. Today you take a female to become male, so good breast, a few knife to cut, you feel that next time again beautiful woman's breast, and feel what you feel is? Look at this place the incision after the scar where the best; the man become a woman, I put the "small brother cut for eight hours, would be a complete female vulva, I have the feeling of be a woman? I used to see a psychiatrist for a while. The psychologist said that this was because I was too involved in this profession, always want to do the best job, to get ahead, so all the emotions in life must be taken from this profession. According to the psychological doctor's advice, I slowly reduce the operation, try to find time to go out to play, from the workplace, in skiing, boating, or meet hotties in the bar, gay and straight, as long as you can fall in love with a person on the line. I know a lot of gay men, the relationship is very good, like to drink a cup of coffee, chat, to Houhai row, he leaned to touch me, not what it feels like, but he wants to kiss me, I feel disgusting, so gay is not useful. Maybe a child will be all right? I also understand where my status card is, the lack of a child, every day shouting "Daddy", "father", I was awakened like a dream, I have the power and responsibility. I must have fired the dean's squid right away. I don't open a clinic and have an operation anywhere. I can earn eighty thousand and one hundred thousand a month. So now I'm most eager to copy my DNA. I think after copying my DNA, the living life has half of my DNA, looking at my childhood from the child. I basically have no childhood, fighting for the college entrance exam, I graduated from the University, and is out of order. The society consumes energy, so if I have a child, I brought my own, brought to the University since he has been long to zero, I put my a fill, I would live value. I will never care for him more, I want him to experience my understanding and feeling of life, winter must let him know cold, rainy days, let him know what rain is under the body. If it is a girl, I have too much say, I know too well how a girl is not on the wrong road. In my clinic, you can see those or kept woman in a mixed girl, and married the day very depressed and cried. I summed up their lessons: girls are vanity and see the world, these two problems at work. A man tries to cheat a woman by using these two points. So my daughter will take about 12 years old, she lived for one or two nights at the Beijing Hotel, Hilton Hotel also took her daughter to play, the best education into narcissists, Is to love yourself, she can love yourself, others can not hurt her, love their women the most happy. But it's all just imagination. My wife has been to America for many years, and I have lost interest in women. I have set up a website devoted to the study of man problem of children -- of course is mainly to solve my problem, I think if the development of science and technology to this step, I do not ask for help, but the site has been closed, research will give up halfway. Later, I collected online volunteer mother, through artificial insemination to give birth to my child, I did not expect a lot of girls contact me, basically 30 years old or so, experienced some love, no longer believe in love. They are like me, the greatest wish in life is to inherit their DNA, and not to walk in the world. Our country is forbidden in this respect, so it's just a mouth addiction. The sick mother made me see life Not long ago, my mother was sick in Beijing Hospital, lived 108 days, nearly 500 thousand dollars, is not what disease, diarrhea, whole organ failure, every family in Xiangshan are dying, she chose to the cemetery, and finally I stick to her illness, cure. I was poor, her very powerful ideological struggle, afraid to spend money to children, not cure death, but also reluctant to part of the world. She heard the bird outside the window, or saw the sun shining on her bed, her eyes lit up. Even when she was dying, when she heard us say that ashes would not be able to return home, the desire to survive in the eyes was soon revealed. See I was lying in bed, I think, in fact in life, you don't care what you do, but what about the experience, God gave you eyes to tell you is a riot of colours world, God gave you the nose is sniffing smells of God for you, the tongue is tasted delicacy, you have to with this thing, life value. I said: "Mom, you live you have this value, ten children, what are not, wear so tattered, finally we had, you also see the grandchildren, every day you don't trust me, took my hand and said: you have no children. I'm sorry to hear that." Now I want to open, not necessarily, I do not have children, my happiness must be less than them. People want to see more things as much as possible, and more places to compare. My mother this time ill of my outlook on life and views on the work have changed, it's not that I don't work, I can be a doctor is very professional, but I try to work in time, serious work, outside of work, I immediately put it. My mother's illness let me go skiing several times, and really feel the snow in winter is cold, fall on the ground, knee special pain, before all can not feel, used to know stupid work, want to be famous, want to be a famous doctor. My father always said, "not for good, then for a famous doctor" how, just for others alive. I used to have one of the most wrong ideas. I always felt that work was more important than life. This time I made it clear that a little money earned from work makes me happy and live better. I will definitely change my profession in the future, Go to Taiwan to study. Taiwan has a research institute, specially for the study of numerology, I particularly want to show people, in the end there is no fate. And then go to Peking University to read doctor of philosophy. My present condition is the occupational psychological barrier, does not have the male to be supposed to have the impulse and the desire, will not do this line later, certainly will restore, I now believe more than any other time love, believes the true love.
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